an invisible somethingness

there exists deep within me an invisible somethingness
i am not able to define or to describe this somethingness
it is such an integral part of me and my body mechanism
that it seems to have existed long before i became a person

this somethingness could have been me - in a previous life
this somethingness exists as part of my whole heart and soul
this somethingness is the impelling part of my physicality
this somethingness is ageless omnipresent essence of being

how can an antecedent describe whatever came before it
how can an effect describe its proclaimed honoured cause
perhaps said description can be done making inferences
which inferences bring to mind the world and voice within

the inner worlds which create and stage our daily lives
the sweet voice which we hear deep within our own hearts
that voice which comes in the daytime and the nighttime
to tell us what ever we need to do - or need to accomplish

yes - there exists deep within me an invisible somethingness
i am not able to define nor describe this unseen somethingness
but it is such a spiritual part of me and my body mechanism
it must have existed for many lives - before i became a person

23 july 2008